You know the difference between them? 1 will take care of me while the other 1 needs me to take care of him. I do not understand is he real to me? Why do i feel like im taking 1 step forward and he takes 3 steps back. What did I do wrong ah? Im not inclinced to think that hes doing it for my benefits. He not that a saint…. Sure I used to think that but after all the shite that happens I think hes just keep up with the charade to keep the game going. He used to be so into me. Text me first thing in the morning last thing at night. But now……… Maybe because I know the truth now. And the truth ia hes just a lonely old man whom craved lots of attention. I was but 1 of his conquest …. I am so pathetic.

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