He could not even stand hard for me anymore… not sure if i cant arouse him or he just had done it. Its 450am now and hes still not showing up. Its okei I knew this would be it so I am more or less prepared. But…..still hurts to be rejected… no matter how gently. Hes still texting her on her wedding night. Imagine how in love they are…… what am I but a distraction only…..