Suspecting the truth and seeing that my supposly two best friend went out behind my back is different. It really hurts big time. No wonder I cannot feel her sincerly when she goes home with me. I have caught her once whatsapp me instead of whoever she wants to whatsapp about what i said to her in the train. She told the person that i ask her to be like me which i DID not. I told her to be happy for me because i made a decision to leave and im happier looking forward to my last day.
When I saw her waiting outside bishan mrt i knew she is meeting the other J. All through the evening im wondering will i see “catch” them . I guess you get what you wish for and i really saw them. Everything happens for a reason.
Two years of my life and i though when i was at Scot my eyes were big enough but how wrong was i , to be made used by an smaller company. I must remember to thank the boss during my exit interview for teaching me that not everyone is worth saving. Really my eyes are bigger than before…
Wonder how many more years later will my eyes turn into goldfish eyes…

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