One will never feel good being left out. Apparently,  i no longer matter to anybody here. So what if i have spoken for them before? Nobody remembers your good only that you are loud ,crass and dare to be the out spoken one.
I can just hear my “best friend” says : well she wants to be low profile what! Why do we need to ask her to join us?
I shudder inwardly while i act nochantly. What can i do? Nothing, just prove my worth and get the hell out of here. No more reasons to stay at all.
Its going to be a very long 2months…