I met him in sch.He was one year my junior.Both of us retain at secondary 3.Me the second time while he n the rest first.I lost interest in studying as I have no friends,but he took the first step and invited me to sit with him.After we were together he joke that I seemed quite pitiful sitting alone…
We were together on apr 13th and on off for the next 3years.most of the time I was the one to initiate the breakup but the final time was his doing. He broke his promises to me. A promises of fairytale which I refused to until I finally did. Thats when I realised thats his way of salvaging our relationship which was pretty much one sided by then. He had fallen in love with an older woman 7years his senior. I was crushed and was damn drunk after work that day. It took me a year before I got over him but not before doing alot of crazy stuffs that made me really open up my eyes and see the world for what it really was…
Fastforward to 2009:
My best gal pal since primary school told me that she had recently spoken to him online. I had an sinking feeling in me. Less than 3months later they were together..she broke it to me saying that they just going with the flow,Nothing serious…since then ive stopped speaking with him and did not kept in touch much with her like I usually would…
She told me two weeks ago that his mom commited suicide and she had offer her daughter in law tea as that was aunties final wish…she had asked for my help in preparing her wedding.. I do not know how to reject and just replied that I would help whatever I can.
Today, I received an sms saying his mom passed away. I called zy and asked if he could help me pass the condolences money at the wake. He started ranting at me saying why do I have to bother with this kind of jerk… The conversation keep playing in my mind and thats when I realise… Im not that generous after all.. I have feelings too and if she insists I help and attend the wedding then I guess she really is not my true friend right….?

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