She lived a gd life…..

Dearest old pal,
Please let go. She lived a long life and you were there the  best part of it… I can tell you are trying to use laughter to cover your grief but she really lived a long good time. She even get to see ivy, your future wife… I am sure even with the ching chiong around her she is able to find your lord jesus, she is going to heavens for sure.

 

Not meant to be….NOT TURE

Hahaha,this month I finally hit my target!!! Hit the 2nd tier somemore!! Super high last evening!! What a way to end the work!! Bet some people is none too happy about it!!
Must jiayou even more!!!!

 

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Testing 1 2 3!!!im blogging on the gooooooooo

 

MC#1

I am on 2 days mc after the fun at USS last friday… Bet Boss is not very happy!!!

But no choice, cold sweat and fever is no joke…..Anyway,Naomi is not feeling well too. Lucky I heed MIL advise and brought her to the chinese sinseh for medicine after 2 dosage last night , she seems fine this morning…It is unfortunate that she bump into something”dirty” hence the crying and screaming at night.Im just praying that she will be fine soon…

I sent her to school earlier and she cried and vomited.Sigh , not good at all.but she went with teacher willingly into the room so I guess that’s a good sign..

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21st Jan 2011 -  Universal Studio Singapore

We went and had lots fun there!! I was mostly with Jerina and Jennifer!! Took lots of picture and make fun of the people there!! whahhaha super funnnnnnn.. More good days to come i hope!!

 

2nd day of sch

its her 2nd day today…haha,she did not want to leave after school to come home.Too fun in school I think.haha,we shall see how tomorrow!!

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What is the point of scolding him when he is not around? Scold and let me hear? You as his mother  should know how much he is earning…You expect 900 from him as allowance? ringgit is it? I think even ringgit 900 is too much for him to handle…Now you know how much we are struggling right…I hope you are not thinking that he gave me a lot of allowance okei, im getting less than you and i have to top up some more using my own salary…. to think that you still ask me not to work in the beginning..Not to work and stay at home all wait to die?

All his shortcomings are from you is`nt it? You are his mother…by scolding him are you not scolding yourself too?Thats the reason why I am scared to let you take care of Naomi…I rather let her attend full day childcare!!

 

wedding anniversay : updated

So we went to Miramar for lunch buffet. Had loads of tempura,stomach not so good so did not eat much of the sashimi.. after that we went to find a place to “ahem”relac….then went back home cos they is temple dinner..

Ive said it before and im saying it again.How can you worship the god but your heart is not in the right place? Its shows that you are not sincere in helping the people around you. Not 1 or 2 people had said about you.ALL of them are not speaking to you..and you still think you are great. you are causing your family to break away from their friends of many years only…

I had a dream a couple of nights back . I dreamt that a god in red tu dou spoke to me in hakka.He say he want ti teach me cook..wau…so ah beng ask me to cook a few dishes today and offer prayers. I did and only need to ask one time then was granted permission to finish everything. SHIOK!

I think there is something at my house. Naomi keep babblering to herself..keep point to the ceiling…haiz, please do not disturb us. We never go and disturb you…….

 

wEDDING anniversay…..2nd year

I am still thinking if i should buy him perfume, or go for wang jie concert or just save the money up.Afterall, my income is not so stable now. But I did promised myself that if I closed another deal I will buy the concert ticket and go with ah beng! Hmmmmmm,should see how since Max Pavillion sittings are quite “flexible” maybe I can get CAT 4 tickets and we may be able to sneak to the front rows….Hmmmmmmmmm

Anyway,he remembers this year anniversary so I surprised! Hopefully,we would have a nice time together that day!! Still have not decide where to go and eat…..

 

Insomia……

Okei, a quick one before I sleep..

I cannot believe im losing sleep again…have been you-tubing since 10.30pm till now…purposly put Naomi to sleep at 9.30pm,she is tired anyway. I was dozing off but ANTM just keeps calling my name loh… buay tahan..

Just wanted to note that works seems to be fine and i have close technically my first deal!!!! OMG im so excited!!!! hahahhahahah

HAPPY HAPpY.

okei i think im losing sleep today cos of the coke i had during lunch.

im going to make more effort to lose weight…it is getting out of hand.SERIOUSLY!!!!

I am also going to make more effort letting Naomi listen to nursery rhyme instead of HOKKIEN songs!

Nights!

 

try harder next month………

my period came.so sad. means im FAT not pregger…..so sadded…………..need to excercise liao..

just now i ask uncle ng to come and change the toilet bowl flush cos keep dripping water.He also changed the one in my MIL room plus fixed the light outside my room…………FOC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wau,usually costs about $300 plus at least loh. My MIL super happy can save the 100 bucks she planned to pay him. Uncle ng say to show my MIL that i have “mian zi” got many friends. Super gan dong loh okei!! Got people wei wo chu tou!! hahhahaha..This is the part I like best when i be nice to people….They be nice to me back,genuiely!!!

 

Could I be……….

sympton #1: Craving for supper….. I had maggie mee the night before…..I haven had supper for almost 2 years….

sympton : Bloated stomach..I know I know, Im always”bloated” but hey this time round it feels hard like 2 years ago…plus all the aunties we were with in indonesia asked if i maybe ……

Sympton #3 : Insomia … I am awake at this ungodly hour….Enuff said!!

I realise that Naomi has been quite sticky towards me these past week. Could it be I had spend the 3 day with her hence the clingly mode? or could the myth be true……??